How I am maintaining Godliness while Living with A Person with Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Schizophrenia (Delusions)…

Update: Effective March 8, 2024, Sabrina no longer resides in this home.

Preface

Dearly beloved’s, I share this story on the premise that I believe that God is using me to help others who may be in this same predicament. As a living sacrifice, a Travailing Prayer Warrior, Governed by The Holy Spirit in the name of Jesus Christ God uses us for matters that are dear to His Heart. As living sacrifices, we empower God to move on this earth, God’s Kingdom resides within us.
Empower is defined as:

em·pow·er
[im'pou?r]
VERB

1. give (someone) the authority or power to do something:

 
The bi-polar behavior is not new to me, I have experienced it with family and friends; however, in an indirect manner; namely, my twin sister. You can read my Blog titled: The Power to Heal Souls, Governed by The Holy Spirit.

Today, I am living in the same household of someone who has this curse. In the eyes of man we are preconditioned to view bi-polar disorder as an illness, however, since my walk with God: The Holy Trinity, I have been blessed with the Spirit of Wisdom through the written Word of God and The Living Word of God, Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to identify bi-polar disorder in truth: It Is A Curse.

For those of you who may not have an intimate relationship with God: The Holy Trinity, I encourage you to visit the written word of God in the book of Deuteronomy 28 depicting the number of ways in which God has spoken on His deliverance of the various curses, extending to the 3^rd and 4^th generations.

Noteworthy: The Bible is The Written Word of God, It is our lifeline into eternity coupled with the Living Word of God, believing that Jesus Christ is the Messiah, The Son of God and Son of Man, He was crucified for our name's sake, died and was resurrected, thus bringing us into a relationship with Our Heavenly Father. HALLELUJAH! AMEN! In the flesh, it is so easy to want to go eye-to-eye and toe-to-toe, HOWEVER, THE BEAUTY OF BEING LED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT is that I dethrone self and exercise the nine fruits of the Spirit. The three sources I went to are: Longsuffering, Self-Control and Patience.

I refused to be manipulated or lured by this demon/ unclean spirit, in actuality this is who and/or what I was up against. I put my faith and trust in God Almighty in The name of Jesus Christ, Governed by The Holy Spirit.

It is so imperative that we do not be entrapped by the bait of Satan, remember Adam and Eve?

The fact of the matter is that Satan can no longer have his way with me, I am God Fearing, protected by God Almighty, AND, my greatest and only Fear is to displease Our Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit.

Sadly, Satan’s Agents lack the knowledge that they are being manipulated, and enslaved by Satan and his demons. They don’t identify with the fact that they are being used, weaponized to do Satan’s dirty work, against a Child of God, one whom God Himself has established a Covenant with. To God Almighty Be The Glory!!!

1. Approximately, the end of August or early September, she (SMJ) knocked on my bedroom door at approximately 11pm at night to inform me that my cigarette smoking was causing her asthma to act up. She stated that the smoke was coming through her vents. I informed her that that was not possible, I go outside to smoke, I do not smoke in the house and in order for my cigarette smoking to impact her asthma I would have to be sitting on the rooftop blowing the cigarette directly into the ducts or fireplace chimney. I further stated to her that this was a paranoid behavioral act.

 

2. September 2022 she (SMJ) contacted our landlord and complained that I was not leaving the toilet seat up when I used the toilet, because this is her preferred method of the toilet seat. My reactions was, SERIOUSLY!!! First off, she never asked me to indulge her preferred method and who knows, perhaps I would have obliged. But to call the landlord and complain, how trivial is that!!! This was an act to sow seeds of divisiveness, my son’s father is the landlord. You can read my Blog on how my first trip here got derailed.

 

3. She did not appreciate me using her hand towels to dry my hands after washing them. So, I got another knock on my door with her telling me that the towel was dirtied because of me using it. Now, in my defense, when I first arrived here she would hang her pretty little towels for show and then she would place one on the vanity near the wash basin which I presumed was for the purpose of wiping our hands.

 
Nonetheless, I responded with a “I will no longer use your towels”. So then, I claimed my own towel rack in the bathroom (a common living area) and I witnessed the demonic reaction of her not liking the fact that I was claiming territory.
 

4. In January 2023 “SMJ” left me a note near my coffee pot stating that she forgive me for smoking in my room but that she would appreciate that I didn’t, this was the second means of her accusing me so I wrote her a long lengthy letter. See Attached Letter below.

 

5. The week of June 4^th 2023, SMJ tipped the scale with her accusations and slander against me. She not only went to the landlord but she also filed a complaint against me with The local Police Department, accusing me of letting an intruder into the home at 5 a.m. to use her phone to take pictures of his body tattoos in her bedroom while she was apparently in the shower. This saga goes deeper, sadly it does, but I will put it to rest here.

 
Soooo ludicrous and delusional and her behavior became demented. The demonized demeanor was working in full schitzophrenia mode. She continued on her day of tantrum, attempting to sow seeds of divisiveness between my son and I; however, my son is a god-fearing man and recognizes the demonic demeanor of a person. He, also, endures patience and longsuffering.

She proceeded to speak this ludicrous lie to anyone who would listen to her.
  Following accusations #1 through #4 there were two meetings that took place, overseen by my son as a witness.

The first meeting, I moved to adjourn early on the premise SMJ was determined to play victim embracing Satan’s demonic strongholds as the accuser of the brethren. I refused to give an ear to Satan’s agent and his demon.

Later that evening SMJ knock on my door, with an apology and forgiveness and we hugged it out.

The 2^nd house meeting was simple, she attempted to fill my son’s ear with more garbage, I wrote her the following letter with a copy to my son as witness and ultimately, she came and apologized and we hugged it out. Dear Sabrina,

This letter serves to inform you that it saddens my heart that you would accuse me of smoking in my room, an accusation that you have no evidence of other than an assumption laced with even more assumption, such as; the condition of the weather outside. LAW

1. the action or crime of making a false spoken statement damaging to a person's reputation.

VERB

1. make false and damaging statements about (someone):

  ¹¹ Brothers and sisters, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against a brother or sister^[a] or judges them speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment on it.
    ³⁶ But I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment.
 
For the record, I am a God Fearing Woman, I am led by The Holy Spirit, not by my flesh. I am an Ambassador for Jesus Christ and my actions and words must depict that of Christ.

To be led by The Holy Spirit, one cannot lie for he or she will quench The Holy Spirit with acts of discord and/ or dissension.

Please see my attachment on: Quenching the Fire of The Holy Spirit.

If you are having trouble breathing, the following may serve as contributing factors:

1. Morbid Obesity
2. Many of our neighbors burn their fireplaces throughout the day and/ or at night, this I have witnessed.
3. Often I see through the local news feed that we are experiencing “poor air” quality, a means of highly polluted air.
4. Your diet and eating habits, especially after 8pm, the digestive system is compromised eating after 8pm. I learned this from books on extensive study on the “Bullet Proof Diet”.
5. Playing the role of Satan’s Agent, Accuser of the Brethren
6. God’s Word says that there are sayers of His word, not enough doers of His Word, God is seeking those who fear Him thus honoring and respecting God’s Precepts by means of Glorifying God: The Holy Trinity, through our actions and our words.
7. Satan’s agenda is to rob, kill and destroy and those who glorify him with their words and actions that does not align with God’s Precepts are enslaved by him, Satan the Devil, becomes their slave master; they are oppressed, bitter, paranoid, etcetera; these are unclean spirits whispering in their ears and by heeding to their lies they are glorifying the devil. This is how Satan deceived Eve, whispering lies into her ears.
8. Satan comes as a dragon: attacking your health and as a serpent: attacking your finances and/ or material things.

 
Rest assured, I do not and am not smoking in my room. I enjoy going outside to smoke. If the weather does not permit it, then I do without, I am not consumed by smoking. I just happen to enjoy it. I currently smoke five cigarettes a day, occasionally, I may have a sixth or seventh. As God: The Holy Trinity is my witness, my vertical chain of command, this is who I serve and take my directives from.

My greatest fear is displeasing God: The Holy Trinity, for greater is He that is in me than he that is in this world. 1 John 4:4

In summation, I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN THIS CONVERSATION WITH YOU AGAIN, I have turned the matter over to God: The Holy Trinity, for He is my Righteousness, my Salvation and my Peace, my Shepherd.

My Prayer: Dear God: The Holy Trinity, Your Word says seek ye first the Kingdom of God and Your Righteousness; therefore, I beseech thee my Lord and The Courts of Heaven concerning this matter. You, God, are omnipresent, omniscient and omnipotent, You are everywhere, You know all and You are All powerful. I trust in You with all my heart, leaning not on my own understanding, and my desire is to have closure on this matter and may You hold accountable Satan and all his agents who come against me. I testify to Satan and his agents that I am redeemed, bought back to You God by the Blood of Jesus Christ. I am Your Servant Lord. I live my life each day as Your Servant, Governed by The Holy Spirit. In Jesus name. Hallelujah! I love You Holy Trinity and I forgive and love my sister in Christ: Sabrina
 
Signed
God’s Dunamis Warrior Princess (title ordained by God)
Travailing and Intercessory Prayer Warrior
January 9, 2023
12:13pm

 Moving On

God’s Testing of His Servants is a daily process, be determined to withstand Satan’s attempts to rob, kill and destroy.

Satan’s days are numbered and coming to a close, his reign as ruler and principality on the earth is almost over.

Persevere, endure, rejoice and know that God Almighty is in control and God is seeking those who will refrain from the evil and wicked acts of Satan, GLORIFY GOD ALMIGHTY, OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IN YOUR WORDS AND YOUR ACTIONS AND YOUR REACTIONS.
 

God’s Daily Bread to me Throughout This Saga

Romans 12:19

Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay,” says the Lord.

Ephesians 6:12

12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.

This is taken from 2 Timothy 3:1-5

“But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come: For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away!”

2 Thessalonians 2:9-12
New King James Version

⁹ The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, ¹⁰ and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. ¹¹ And for this reason God will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, ¹² that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness.

Romans 5
New King James Version

Faith Triumphs in Trouble

5 Therefore, having been justified by faith, ^[a]we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, ² through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. ³ And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces ^[b]perseverance; ⁴ and perseverance, ^[c]character; and character, hope. ⁵ Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

James 1:2-8
New King James Version

Profiting from Trials

² My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, ³ knowing that the testing of your faith produces ^[a]patience. ⁴ But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be ^[b]perfect and complete, lacking nothing. ⁵ If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. ⁶ But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. ⁷ For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; ⁸ he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

 In Summation,

Handling of the flesh: This is for God’s Judgment/ Retribution on the perpetrator/ Satan’s Agent. Vengence is Mine saith The Lord!!! Trust in Him with all your heart.

Handling of the spiritual; i.e. the principalities: As Christians, we are the Salt of The Earth. Embrace the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit.

The victims will have to undergo longsuffering, patience and self-control, overall, embracing the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit.

One alarming factor for me is those who know the written word of God, yet he or she choose to embrace the lie in lieu of the truth, by going against God’s Precepts.

Sadly, man’s remedy to this curse is to prescribe medications that could ultimately bring about other mental conditions due to the side effects of the drug prescribed and/or cause an addiction.

Jesus Christ, The Living Word of God and The Bible, The Written Word of God is our ultimate healer. Do not be spiritually lazy, embrace The Written Word of God through research on the conditions God expects us to meet in order to bring healing to our flesh and mental state. God is testing us every day!!!

My Prayer

The Fear of God is missing on a Global level, God I pray that Your Will Be Done. I beseech thee through fervent prayer, Governed by The Holy Spirit, for forgiveness of the sinful acts of this world, for many know not what they do.

Thank You Heavenly Father for Your Grace, Mercy and Blessings that You bestow upon us each day.

I pray for Your Divine Intervention Governed by The Holy Spirit to Instill The Fear of God throughout the earth. In Jesus name.

Thank You Heavenly Father for choosing me out of the many who are called, to be your vessel, a living sacrifice, dethroning self, and being Governed by The Holy Spirit to do Your Will through acts of Travailing and Intercessory Prayer.

I pray for the hastening of the return of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I pray for Your Divine Intervention to help us to meet your Will according to Matthew 24:14 to preach the gospel in all nations, (not by might, not by power but by Your Spirit God). In Jesus’ name.

Be watchful and pray!!!

THE EARTH IS TRAVAILING TOO!!!

(Evident by all the natural disasters that are taking place throughout the world and their frequency is intensifying.)

Signed

God’s Dunamis Warrior Princess (title ordained by God)
Travailing and Intercessory Prayer Warrior